Remembering who I am...

I have been feeling really down lately. Taking the hormones, now getting sicker, and just all the other things that are changing. I was frustrated at the situation. Then I thought about the reason for the changes. In a few months I will have another beautiful baby. I love those sweet little baby noises and how soft their baby skin is as little infants. I love how you hold him on your chest and he rolls up in that little ball and goes peacefully to sleep. I just love watching the process of growing up from infant to toddler to little boy.

I will be reflecting on these for now...

• For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb. 14I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.  15My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place. When I was woven together in the depths of the earth, 16your eyes saw my unformed body. All the days ordained for me were written in your bookbefore one of them came to be.  Psalm 139:14-16 NIV

I may have trials ahead and I will most likely often feel overwhelmed. I know that this situation is temporary and in the end I will find the beauty in ashes.